As Sonia and Murray were sipping the last of their tea, the children, bored, now raced down the stairs. Murray helped Wilder, nearly five, tie his shoes. Paige, three years older and a shoe-tying expert, sat awaiting further instructions.
The walk was pleasant, with the children running up ahead on the path along the river, the parents following, both deep in thought. They passed a large war memorial, commemorating all the fallen in both World Wars, with Scottish soldiers disproportionately represented. Sonia noted the dead in World War I. Lines and lines of old Highland family names, some Murrays, and one especially well-known one taking up entire panels. Surprised, she also noticed a couple of MacLeays. Caleb’s last name.
The sight depressed her. She focused on the children scampering ahead to distract herself. What had her life been without them? Sure, free time and silence had been plentiful, but Murray still ensured she received healthy doses of both. He just knew her so well, missing a beat only one time early in their relationship. Murray had planned a surprise party to celebrate her acceptance into graduate school. Sonia had been so startled, disoriented, she had run straight back out the door. That day, Murray had learned she did not like surprises. Perhaps a remnant from having to adjust to a new life at such a young age? It had never happened again. That’s how they were. Never two to discuss matters at length, Murray and Sonia nurtured their relationship through unspoken words, applying what they had learned in past situations to the present.
For instance, the weekend before the trip, Murray had insisted she make time for a massage after she rushed through her errands for vacation. Planning and packing drove her anxiety through the roof. On her way to the car, she had glanced at a new storefront on Main Street. Palm reading. Must be a good one, she mused, prime location. Fortune telling and astrology, quirky aspects of her childhood, had never quite retreated from her life, despite a career in science. In Sri Lanka, even some of most skeptical cast a quick glance at their astrological predictions for the day, just to cover all bases. She supposed it had stuck. And here was an opportunity, right before a long trip. Might be good to check the future before we go, Sonia had chuckled to herself.
“Just a minute, sweetie,” a voice had called when she walked in the door. The woman inside had been eating her lunch, peering out the side window. She had stuffed the last fry into her mouth and ran in the back to wash her hands.
“Now, what can I do for you, dearie?” the woman had asked coming back, glancing at Sonia’s face.
Sonia had laughed. “Deliver good news, I hope.”
“I can only tell you what I see. Let me look at your hand.” The woman had rubbed her hands together and held Sonia’s in her calloused grasp. She had then proceeded to tell Sonia how fulfilling her life would be, how far she would travel and how much her husband loved her.
“Two or three children? I can’t tell…” She peered at Sonia. “You planning for another or did you have a miscarriage?”
The question’s bluntness surprised Sonia, and she must have stammered something. The woman, a worthy mind-reader if nothing else, had steered the conversation away, truth or not.
“Who is the bearded man?”
Sonia had shrugged.
“Well, whoever he is, he’s definitely interested.” She had chattered away, giving light pieces of advice and warnings, fulfilling her duty for the remainder of her twenty-dollar fee. Sonia had declined the spiritual cleansing for twenty dollars more and had hurried away.
Murray’s voice telling the children to slow down brought her back to the present. Only a quarter mile down the path, near a secluded and shady tree, they found the small plaque Caleb’s family and the city had placed. In Loving Memory of Caleb Shane MacLeay, it read. Though tasteful and discrete, it did little to alleviate the heaviness in the air. Sonia felt suffocated, sad, and a little defeated. She didn’t know if Caleb was at peace but knowing that he likely had a familial kinship to this place, that in death, he had not been alone, brought some relief. They all reflected, even Wilder understood. After a few moments, having paid their respects, the family moved away from the shadows and back to the path of the living.